Guardian Angels.

There are times when I feel like I have them.  And then there are times when I feel all alone.  I am not sure which has been more prominent in my life lately.  I just hope I don’t cease existing in other people’s lives.  Even when I need space, even when space is two thousand and some miles.  My heart just hurts.  A lot.  But I never stop believing everything will be okay in the end.  I have that faith.  I just need to make sure I can get there in the long run rather than burn out too early.  So many changes, so many fucking changes and I am not sure I have been dealing with them in a respectable manner.  I push them aside.  I haven’t been dealing with them.  I broke.

“Heart is Hard to Find” by Jimmy Eat World.  Listen to it.  Or look up the lyrics.  It kind of…. it hit me.  It’s the first thing I have felt in a long time.

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